So this is what a mid-life crisis feels like?

I guess so.

It’s realizing that I’ve managed to make it a few months short of 43 and find that there is nobody, at all, who would notice my absence if I walked under a truck tomorrow.

It’s realizing that I’m looking for a challenge and I have no idea what it is or where to find it.

It’s realizing that I’m starting to get too old for the things I enjoy… with no idea what to replace them with.

It’s realizing that I’m almost 43… and that I probably have to grow up sometime soon.

It’s realizing that in the big picture, I’m not even a splotch.

It’s realizing that I’ve lost my way…

It’s realizing that where I am is my own fault…

And it’s realizing that I’m not sure I know how to make it right…


Author: Rob Hoffmann

Occasional blogger, slightly less occasional improv player/ref/tech, full-time computer techie, radio producer (basketball, mostly), generally nice person (if you ask me).

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