Why again?

Someone please help me remember why I ever gave a damn about CSz.

Yeah, yeah, but it’s my blog and if I want to obsess, that’s up to me. ๐Ÿ™‚

I guess I just realized that I never did matter over there… why else has everyone over there forgotten about me?

It’s pointless… I still leave notes on blogs, send Emails, and IM people, and they all tune me out.

One of these days I’m going to learn not to care. Really.

But this sucks… well, they’ve definitely lost me as a customer… if they don’t give a damn about me, I’m not giving them my time or money. Jessie’s Girl and Komic Sutra will have to be my comedy fix… at least I have those guys… ๐Ÿ™‚ but the only way I’m going to get over CSz is if I write them off. Game over.

And I know I’m going to come back to this again… it hurts too much not to. I should know by now… I never keep friendships when I leave somewhere… I just wish I knew why. Am I that bad of a person? What am I doing wrong? Really… what?


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